My Journey

You know what they say - Rome wasn’t built in a day. And my journey… well, that goes back over a decade.

  • Old photograph of Jenny in sunglasses standing outdoors wearing a turquoise tank top and denim shorts.

    2013

    Very active lifestyle, but at my heaviest weight while eating standard western diet.

  • 2015

    Weight plummeted due to severe self-imposed calorie restriction, relying solely on willpower and caffeine.

  • Past photo of Jenny wearing a blue shirt standing in front of a tree with red leaves, outdoors in autumn.

    2016

    Discovered raw veganism! Finally eating in abundance, but struggling with emotional eating and occasional vegan junk food binges.

  • Jenny standing on a path in a park, holding a large pine cone in her hand.

    2017

    Health was slowly but surely improving - I had energy again, my skin cleared, and my hormones began balancing. However, I still had emotional eating patterns and a lingering fear of weight gain.

  • Jenny taking a mirror selfie wearing a tie-dye tank top and denim shorts, with a tapestry hanging in the background.

    2018

    Bulimia relapse - Still eating a high-raw vegan diet, but restricting and cleansing habitually.

  • Jenny in denim jacket and leggings at an indoor market, holding thermos and lunch bag, surrounded by various stalls.

    2019

    Post-eating disorder recovery. Uncomfortable in my bigger body, but finally healthy and learning to love myself unconditionally.

  • Jenny taking a mirror selfie wearing workout clothes inside a room with carpeted floor and vertical blinds.

    2020

    The beginning of a new chapter of wellness. I started working out regularly and weight training for better mood and overall health, rather than punishment.

  • Jenny in the gym taking a selfie with her smartphone, wearing a white crop top and black shorts, holding her hair with a scarf in front of the locker room mirror.

    Present

    Eating in abundance on a high-raw vegan diet, stronger than ever, and no longer ruled by restriction or emotional eating.

The Full Story

Hey, I’m Jenny (@Cocogirljen), and if you’ve followed me on Instagram, you’ve probably seen my colorful fruit platters and tasting videos. But behind the vibrant platters is a deeper story.

Like many coaches, I didn’t wake up one day eating fully raw and feeling great. My journey wasn’t linear or easy; it was emotional and far from perfect. To understand what compelled me to go raw vegan overnight at 17, we have to go back to 2013.

I was always slightly bigger than my peers, which unfortunately meant I faced bullying at school. I also dealt with hormonal acne, constant fatigue, and a bottomless appetite that left me constantly chasing fullness. By high school, the stress of classes, sports, and social pressures drove me to develop a serious emotional eating problem. Volleyball kept me active, but after practice, I’d binge eat as a form of escapism. I didn’t have emotional outlets, and food was always available.

At 15, I hit my heaviest weight despite my active lifestyle. It was a wake-up call. I cleaned up my diet, started running, and lost 20 pounds. Things were great until my first breakup at 16 sent me spiraling. Instead of overeating, I began obsessively tracking and reducing my calorie intake while over-exercising. I dropped another 20 pounds. I was miserable, but was told I was finally “healthy” and “successful” because I had lost weight through willpower alone.

Deep down, I knew I was going to crash and wasn’t truly “healthy”. After all, I had lost my period, became irritable, and withdrew socially. I started therapy, which helped to ease up on the restriction, but eating disorders take much more than therapy alone to overcome.

By junior year, school became crazy, and I couldn't keep up. I started waking up in the middle of the night and sleepwalking to the fridge. I was waking up with crumbs on my bed and boxes in my room. This was terrifying and drove me into a horrid cycle of restriction during the day to make up for the previous night’s binge, only to come home from school ravenous and unable to stop myself from eating the entire pantry.

This inevitably led to weight gain, which, although necessary, I couldn’t accept. Still under the influence of an eating disorder, I began combating the binges by purging. This led to my darkest days. Restrict, binge, purge, and pass out. That was my daily cycle. I badly craved to eat as much as I wanted, feel full, and not worry about gaining weight. I spent hours online each night searching for answers, anything to get me out of that hell.

Finally, I found raw veganism. Influencers like Freelee the Banana Girl were eating tons of fruit and thriving, which blew my mind. Could I really eat more and feel better?

That’s when everything changed. At 17, I went raw vegan overnight. And while it wasn’t easy, it shifted my mindset around food to something positive. I was eating an abundance of fruit, smoothies, and huge salads. I finally felt nourished.

Despite initially going raw vegan for health reasons, I educated myself on ethical veganism as soon as I made the diet switch. This solidified my decision. Now I had a bigger WHY outside of myself, which helped motivate me to stay on track.

Of course, going raw didn’t magically fix everything. I still had emotional eating patterns, a lingering fear of weight gain, and occasional binges (this time with vegan junk food). But I was improving. I regained energy, my skin cleared, my hormones began balancing, and I got my period back.

Then, another breakup in 2018 knocked me off course. This time, I relied on diuretics and over-exercise. My body was depleted. I lost my period again and spiraled into depression. At this point, I realized no amount of trying to run away and distract myself would help me overcome my emotions or heal my relationship with my body and food. 

I was so tired and finally dedicated myself to eating disorder recovery. No job, no schoolwork, just rest, food, and emotional healing. I ate as much as I wanted, stopped exercising obsessively, and hired a spiritual mentor who helped with emotional release.

By allowing myself to rest and eat without fear, I rebalanced my metabolism, hormones, and emotions. Eventually, my appetite normalized. I was able to feel full, and wasn't thinking about food 24/7. My emotional eating episodes and binges became rare and I started enjoying movement again—not to burn calories but because it felt good. I transitioned into an 80–90% raw lifestyle, but now with freedom from disordered eating.

In 2019, I moved cities, got a new job, and continued to grow. I fell in love with exercise, especially resistance training. After an incredible healing journey, I felt inspired to share bits of my life and transformation online. I created raw vegan social media content and connected with others who had similar stories. This, along with my inherent desire to help others, is what inspired me to become a coach. 

It’s been a few years since then, and I could not be happier. I truly never believed I could feel (or look) this good. I’m proud to say that I’ve fully broken free from the binge/restrict cycle, and my relationship with my body has never been better.

Now my mission as a coach is to help others break free, too, to finally feel safe in their bodies and at peace with food. 💝

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